Confused-Job

3 days ago i got a call from company i rejected before...they offered me the same job and allowed me to work at end March.Sound interesting...But d only thing i have to think twice about that job is because i dont like the products.It is a factory product.There's nothing else with the product but my background was from design n art industry!!It just seems wrong to me that i'll have a job far far away from my capability.Am afraid i'll make wrong decision...i just wanna have a nice job that i enjoyed it so much

I prayed a lot that God shows me His way...if i dont get any calls from company within 3 days i'll take that job...At the beginning, it seemed that it just the rite job for me.At least i can deal with myself bout the job.I asked all my friend n they said lucky me there's a big company wants me badly

OK...i think i'll make my decision today...i'll call them n ask more bout the benefits...

Suddenly...................

Am on the way back home from campus n my phone rang.Sumbody there asked me if i can go to PS to have an interview with a fashion brand.WHAT???

Am too excited yet nervous!!

U know what???

The interview run well...she asked me about their brand's positioning, how i market their brand, how me as their loyal customer perceive their brand blablablablabla...

Yes, as usual, i answered as wise as i can :p with many 'random walk' answer ahahahhaha...

Owh...i forgot to tell the position...BRAND MANAGER!!

Woooowwww it's too good to be true my maaaannnn.......can I??

She said that she'll make an appointment to meet her Dirut next week...but i have to make decision about that 1st company today or at least tomorrow!!!

DILEMA....that's only thing i feel now

Am very confused...if i refuse the 1st one, how if am not accepted at the fashion brand??U know the position is too high for me...but i desperately want that position!!Although the 1st company's salary is higher than the fashion one, but i have a passion that i can work at fashion industry...But am not that confidence i can join the company easily...but there's a lil heart-feeling that i can do it...but it's only a little tiny small one... T___T

Huaaaahhhh!!!!help meeeee out of this 'dilema' pliiiissss

Passion

Today i insisted to attend an IT workshop held by EX n BinaBud - my friend's foundation. The speaker were Danny Wiriawan (CMO of kaskus), mba Afi n Hani from Fashionese Daily, mas Hendra (think.web) and little workshop from iBox. The only thing that made me wanna come was i had an online shop before-and sometimes wonder if i can have it once again hohoho...I dunno bout the prospect of it, it just a little glimpse of my little dream...

Ouch i realized that their life is amazing! They do their job according to their passion!!

I am on my way to seek out my passion...i was happy being a designer...but now??I think am changed...i like fashion, i like lifestyle industry!! -surrounded with kinda glamour area and beautiful people who live their life to the fullest and do their job with spirit and full of passion..

Owch owch owch...God give me a job related to my passion pliiiss...so i can love my job, i can wake up every morning with passion,new spirit,and heart full of thankfulness that i got that job

I wanna have this statement:

"I love what i do and i do what i love"

^^not yet desperately job seeker^^

Me 1st Time

Yeeeaapp...this is my 1st time using blogspot...

Am not nubie in this blogger world actually... but my previous blog i used it as my online shop ^^

I left it one and a half year ago but suddenly wanna make a new one...just wish i can express myself in this blog...as i know that not so much ppl can share anything together... just wanna try to light up my feeling with this new activity - yeess write sumthing when nobody knows me...accompanied with a cup of tea and live jazz music at kinda my fav cafe near my kost =)

So enjoy...and wish me luck and have a better life.....