exhausted

Oh my...am very exhausted!!

my life, my (love) life, my job, everything surrounds me made me exhausted!!
i need a way out of this damn shit..............

i DO need a vacation...yes i DID it several times before...but all that stupid shit came after that...made me getting down agaiiinnn

feels like i need to go home for a while..showered by the love from all my family...maybe that's the best thing that i can afford! i cant buy expensive things to make me happy, i cant make someone loves me to make me feel warm, i just need to create all the happy moments in my mind!!!

pleaseee....dont ruin me when i need u...
pleaseee....come to me when i need u most...



Baby, i know sometimes its gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
Cause i cant sleep through the pain
Cant sleep through the pain

New Year?

Heiii...its almost chinese new year...sincia eve i guess hohohoho...
but i still stuck in office at 9 pm. What??yeeaaappp its traffic everywhere!

lets update...now i move on to a good pharmacy company...yeah i never imagine it before but one thing for sure that God knows d best for me. I just need to follow His way...everything is good at His right time :)

It has been one month since i entered this company...i still confuse with everything happens especially bout my task
Yeaaa i cant deny that many things happened at the same time so i cant focus on my job...but i will n have to fix it!! This is my field...this is my war...i'll win it!!

Sometimes i miss fashion industry...but i still can open many fashion blogs just to cure my desire to fashion :) i really love it...being such a fashionista made me excited!Ha!

Hmmmmm....lets smileeeeeee :D
Enjoy every moments that happens in my life
Sometimes i have to let my past go away so it cannot affect my intention to my future
I also have to let my fear goooo!!!
Pray that God always bless me n give me favor to enjoy my life to the fullest!!