Wow...i havent write for 1,5 months...Seems kinda busy person?LOL
But actually i enjoyed this month.I got the JOB! That made me veeerrryyy busy now...sometimes am very excited with the job but at the same time i felt it was quite hard enough...yeah but its a routines...u know am not used of routines. I like surprises but i found it in different way haha...

Just come back to my statement...
"Do what you love and love what you do"

Everytime i felt bored and confused with what am doing now...just looked back to that statement and think bout my future...and i'll be strong again!
Chayooooo =)

Story 'bout Fluffy

Karena temans pada bilang mana Fluffynyaaa??? Secara judulnya aja "fluffy and me" hehehhehe...

So this is a story about my little Fluffy =)

Fluffy came to my apartment around April 2006...he's about 6-7 months y/o. I've got him from my best-friend-at-that-time, a nice family who have about 10 dogs as their fam's members. Pas dateng sih jeleeeeekkk banget...dekil mampus n amat sangat pendiam. I was worried kalo2 dia stres ada di tempat baru n terpisah dari keluarga besarnya.

My new life begins....

I had an exciting moment bought his stuff. Dogfood, water dispenser, dog shampoo, powder, and some dog cloths - even i bought 2 pairs of shoes for him ahahahaha ^^

Suddenly i felt worried if i left him all day long. I just felt like a have a baby!!! I wanna go home early, just to check that he's okay n wanna play with him as much as i can. Walopun cuma di apartmen sempit tapi coba diajakin lari lari terus, kejar2an, maen mulu kerjaannya...Sampai suatu saat baru sadar kalo ternyata aku kelepasan! Sekarang dia jd hiperaktif banget banget banget????

Lucuuuuu kaaaannn??? Everybody who loves dog always said that he's adorable...He can show a lot of tricks. He can sit, up, shake hand, and the best one is he knows our right hand! If we want to give him snacks or something, use our right hand. He knows that he's not allowed to receive something with our left hand =) It seems very easy to teach him how to do something. He's very smart!! Sometimes i feel that he knows me very well. When i sad and cried, he came to me just to look if am okay and sit near me....

Oyaaah, he's very expressive too. I can easily know his feeling whether he's happy, sad, upset, or even just try to ask me why i called him or why i mad with him! He knows if he made a mistake. When i realize that he's being naughty, i just look at him and he knows that am mad with him. His face says that he feel so sorry bout whatever he's doing hahahahha...

He always brighten my days...When i back home, i can see him run to me and try to make me wanna play with him...He made me feel that am loved by him. He always there beside me without any reasons...

That's why i love him soooo much!!!

Confused-Job

3 days ago i got a call from company i rejected before...they offered me the same job and allowed me to work at end March.Sound interesting...But d only thing i have to think twice about that job is because i dont like the products.It is a factory product.There's nothing else with the product but my background was from design n art industry!!It just seems wrong to me that i'll have a job far far away from my capability.Am afraid i'll make wrong decision...i just wanna have a nice job that i enjoyed it so much

I prayed a lot that God shows me His way...if i dont get any calls from company within 3 days i'll take that job...At the beginning, it seemed that it just the rite job for me.At least i can deal with myself bout the job.I asked all my friend n they said lucky me there's a big company wants me badly

OK...i think i'll make my decision today...i'll call them n ask more bout the benefits...

Suddenly...................

Am on the way back home from campus n my phone rang.Sumbody there asked me if i can go to PS to have an interview with a fashion brand.WHAT???

Am too excited yet nervous!!

U know what???

The interview run well...she asked me about their brand's positioning, how i market their brand, how me as their loyal customer perceive their brand blablablablabla...

Yes, as usual, i answered as wise as i can :p with many 'random walk' answer ahahahhaha...

Owh...i forgot to tell the position...BRAND MANAGER!!

Woooowwww it's too good to be true my maaaannnn.......can I??

She said that she'll make an appointment to meet her Dirut next week...but i have to make decision about that 1st company today or at least tomorrow!!!

DILEMA....that's only thing i feel now

Am very confused...if i refuse the 1st one, how if am not accepted at the fashion brand??U know the position is too high for me...but i desperately want that position!!Although the 1st company's salary is higher than the fashion one, but i have a passion that i can work at fashion industry...But am not that confidence i can join the company easily...but there's a lil heart-feeling that i can do it...but it's only a little tiny small one... T___T

Huaaaahhhh!!!!help meeeee out of this 'dilema' pliiiissss

Passion

Today i insisted to attend an IT workshop held by EX n BinaBud - my friend's foundation. The speaker were Danny Wiriawan (CMO of kaskus), mba Afi n Hani from Fashionese Daily, mas Hendra (think.web) and little workshop from iBox. The only thing that made me wanna come was i had an online shop before-and sometimes wonder if i can have it once again hohoho...I dunno bout the prospect of it, it just a little glimpse of my little dream...

Ouch i realized that their life is amazing! They do their job according to their passion!!

I am on my way to seek out my passion...i was happy being a designer...but now??I think am changed...i like fashion, i like lifestyle industry!! -surrounded with kinda glamour area and beautiful people who live their life to the fullest and do their job with spirit and full of passion..

Owch owch owch...God give me a job related to my passion pliiiss...so i can love my job, i can wake up every morning with passion,new spirit,and heart full of thankfulness that i got that job

I wanna have this statement:

"I love what i do and i do what i love"

^^not yet desperately job seeker^^

Me 1st Time

Yeeeaapp...this is my 1st time using blogspot...

Am not nubie in this blogger world actually... but my previous blog i used it as my online shop ^^

I left it one and a half year ago but suddenly wanna make a new one...just wish i can express myself in this blog...as i know that not so much ppl can share anything together... just wanna try to light up my feeling with this new activity - yeess write sumthing when nobody knows me...accompanied with a cup of tea and live jazz music at kinda my fav cafe near my kost =)

So enjoy...and wish me luck and have a better life.....