exhausted

Oh my...am very exhausted!!

my life, my (love) life, my job, everything surrounds me made me exhausted!!
i need a way out of this damn shit..............

i DO need a vacation...yes i DID it several times before...but all that stupid shit came after that...made me getting down agaiiinnn

feels like i need to go home for a while..showered by the love from all my family...maybe that's the best thing that i can afford! i cant buy expensive things to make me happy, i cant make someone loves me to make me feel warm, i just need to create all the happy moments in my mind!!!

pleaseee....dont ruin me when i need u...
pleaseee....come to me when i need u most...



Baby, i know sometimes its gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
Cause i cant sleep through the pain
Cant sleep through the pain

New Year?

Heiii...its almost chinese new year...sincia eve i guess hohohoho...
but i still stuck in office at 9 pm. What??yeeaaappp its traffic everywhere!

lets update...now i move on to a good pharmacy company...yeah i never imagine it before but one thing for sure that God knows d best for me. I just need to follow His way...everything is good at His right time :)

It has been one month since i entered this company...i still confuse with everything happens especially bout my task
Yeaaa i cant deny that many things happened at the same time so i cant focus on my job...but i will n have to fix it!! This is my field...this is my war...i'll win it!!

Sometimes i miss fashion industry...but i still can open many fashion blogs just to cure my desire to fashion :) i really love it...being such a fashionista made me excited!Ha!

Hmmmmm....lets smileeeeeee :D
Enjoy every moments that happens in my life
Sometimes i have to let my past go away so it cannot affect my intention to my future
I also have to let my fear goooo!!!
Pray that God always bless me n give me favor to enjoy my life to the fullest!!

Life is a Choice

Thinking bout my future....

Suddenly realized that do i have a dream for my future???

i am now in the middle of an intersection...i have to decide where should i worked for? am i enter the fashion industry as i used to be OR move out from my comfort zone and reach for something i never imagine before??

Fashion vs Consumer Goods

Which one better for me??

I do love fashion...with anything related into it...but is that really my passion? i think it was...but i found it not as much as other people who really wanna dying to get it

I do love art...i cant doubt it...i love to see someone's results...with lots of colors in it...but i even cant create something good --> yeah maybe it parts of my lack of confidence...i can create something if i really wanna do that!

i do love brand management...this is what i found in my master degree program...i like the materials and like the lecturer too...maybe that's made me love to learn more bout branding hehehehe

Yeaaaapppp!!!

It almost 2011 anyway....i have to think moreeee bout my future...

After decide where will i go, lets talk bout my price charming someday :D

*i wish*

My Future Career??

Ha! Setelah satu level dalam hidupku kelar - finally announced as Amelia Eka Lestari, MM - now i have to continue my journey...

Saatnya mencari kerjaaa!!!

Nah...am so blessed to know that am now being processed with some company. What? Some?? Yeess...but it made me so confused at the same time :D

Last week waktu iWorship di gereja aku sangaaatt amat dikuatkan by Ps. Alvi pas nutup kebaktian bahwa 'Pekerjaan akan datang tepat pada waktunya!'

Nah...Is it the right time for me??? Is it the right job n right company? OR should i wait any longer??

Ini sebenarnya chit chat ga jelas sih...

Gue udah diterima di salah satu fashion company besar...hanyaaaa rada2 ngeri dengan job desknya? Soalnya operasional bangeeeeettt...Gue lebih milih n lebih ahli di marketing n branding hehehehe :D

At the other time...Ada opportunity kerja lumayan menarik sih..

Cuma gambling ajah...masih 2 minggu lagi n mungkin masih ada proses selanjutnya? Hanya...my parents asked me to prefer this job...more challenging and the company's reputation is more famous than the other one

Yeah yeah yeah....

But i have to decide a.s.a.p

Hope i'll make my best decision for my future career!

*knock knock on the heaven's door: need U God*

WE DID IT!!

YEaaayyyyy!!!!Magister Management DONE!!

Finally...setelah semua yg terjadi...aku LULUS!horeeee!!!
Fiuh...selesai sudah penderitaan selama setahun ini..penderitaan harus buat BP plus tekanan batin yg ada di baliknya huaaahhh!!

Honestly, the pressure in the presentation was deeper than the individual assessment. I dunno why...but their eyes seemed to eat us!
Oyeah...for d result...me, Dimas, n Didot passed it but Fajar didnt make it. I feel sorry for him but at d same time..he himself who let it happen to him!! Everyone must responsible with their own life right?? Yeah hope u learn a lot from it!!


Now its time to make revision. I feel bored with it...huah! Dont have any passion to do it but i have to! Can i skip this pleaseeee?????
Gambate!!!
--Always finish what i start--