Life is a Choice

Thinking bout my future....

Suddenly realized that do i have a dream for my future???

i am now in the middle of an intersection...i have to decide where should i worked for? am i enter the fashion industry as i used to be OR move out from my comfort zone and reach for something i never imagine before??

Fashion vs Consumer Goods

Which one better for me??

I do love fashion...with anything related into it...but is that really my passion? i think it was...but i found it not as much as other people who really wanna dying to get it

I do love art...i cant doubt it...i love to see someone's results...with lots of colors in it...but i even cant create something good --> yeah maybe it parts of my lack of confidence...i can create something if i really wanna do that!

i do love brand management...this is what i found in my master degree program...i like the materials and like the lecturer too...maybe that's made me love to learn more bout branding hehehehe

Yeaaaapppp!!!

It almost 2011 anyway....i have to think moreeee bout my future...

After decide where will i go, lets talk bout my price charming someday :D

*i wish*

My Future Career??

Ha! Setelah satu level dalam hidupku kelar - finally announced as Amelia Eka Lestari, MM - now i have to continue my journey...

Saatnya mencari kerjaaa!!!

Nah...am so blessed to know that am now being processed with some company. What? Some?? Yeess...but it made me so confused at the same time :D

Last week waktu iWorship di gereja aku sangaaatt amat dikuatkan by Ps. Alvi pas nutup kebaktian bahwa 'Pekerjaan akan datang tepat pada waktunya!'

Nah...Is it the right time for me??? Is it the right job n right company? OR should i wait any longer??

Ini sebenarnya chit chat ga jelas sih...

Gue udah diterima di salah satu fashion company besar...hanyaaaa rada2 ngeri dengan job desknya? Soalnya operasional bangeeeeettt...Gue lebih milih n lebih ahli di marketing n branding hehehehe :D

At the other time...Ada opportunity kerja lumayan menarik sih..

Cuma gambling ajah...masih 2 minggu lagi n mungkin masih ada proses selanjutnya? Hanya...my parents asked me to prefer this job...more challenging and the company's reputation is more famous than the other one

Yeah yeah yeah....

But i have to decide a.s.a.p

Hope i'll make my best decision for my future career!

*knock knock on the heaven's door: need U God*

WE DID IT!!

YEaaayyyyy!!!!Magister Management DONE!!

Finally...setelah semua yg terjadi...aku LULUS!horeeee!!!
Fiuh...selesai sudah penderitaan selama setahun ini..penderitaan harus buat BP plus tekanan batin yg ada di baliknya huaaahhh!!

Honestly, the pressure in the presentation was deeper than the individual assessment. I dunno why...but their eyes seemed to eat us!
Oyeah...for d result...me, Dimas, n Didot passed it but Fajar didnt make it. I feel sorry for him but at d same time..he himself who let it happen to him!! Everyone must responsible with their own life right?? Yeah hope u learn a lot from it!!


Now its time to make revision. I feel bored with it...huah! Dont have any passion to do it but i have to! Can i skip this pleaseeee?????
Gambate!!!
--Always finish what i start--

now i know

Finally i submit BP's draft. That's the end of my 3 hours sleep for past 2 weeks yeaayyy!!!

Now just prepare for the BIG day!

btw...i find something today

All my friends know what made me postpone my BP. It's all because of HIM (-___-)

HIM---> that unresponsible boy (i can't say he's a man anyway....) who made everything chaos :(

But at that period of time...i found that he's not only did his job, but his tons-of-activities too...yup that bunch of activities stole lots of his time.................

Sometimes i feel bad to say 'bad' things about him...but many times i wanna slap him in his face!!!

Yeaaah...i find it today...not only he still did his futsal time or everything related to it...but also....he n his band was entered the LA indiefest competition???whaaattttt???

Of course...there's nothing wrong with that! But pleaseee...u have ur responsibility to finish BP dude...but lots of ur time were used for another reason...no wonder u cant finish it...and u'll never mean it!

Yeah but everything happens for a reason...i just take that situation to make me stronger...to make me push my limit...and i prove that i can do it!

like i said in my twitter n fb :

i dont care if u wanna chase ur dream dude.but i wish u'll responsible in everything u do or u'll end up nothing!!anyway u look cool in it

yeah u look cool in chase ur passion...but yeaaahhh...u'll lose my respect anyway......

Lets Gowes!!!

Yuhuuuu....update dulu dunks ah...

Hepi Bday to me hahaha...omaigosh!!am 27th now...kinda a mature woman now??i wish hahahahaha :p

Hepiii abis karena di bulan ini aku bisa punya sepeda. Yeesss...sepeda!!

Rada aneh sih emang dengan kondisi idup di Jakarta, smuanya semrawut, n berharap punya sepeda??Hmm...actually its not that weird...lagi musim sih emang...n lumayan shock karena harga sepeda ternyata muahalll!!!

Cek ricek sana sini, pingin yg ini yg itu, pingin yg desainnya bagus cuma harus muat di mobil karena ga mau gowes sendirian ky orang bego di jalan. Finnaly, pilihan jatuh ke sepeda lipat merk FOLDX yang katanya sih mirip2 Dahon. Versi murahnya Dahon (secara mahal aje) yg katanya mantan engineernya Dahon quit n buat merek FOLDX ini. ASik siiihhh...udah lumayan memenuhi kriteriaku ---> yg penting desainnya bagus dulu!, baru dipakenya enak ga, blablabla...

Today is the first time i ride my bike around Sudirman area!

Yeapp bawa mobil ke Senayan, parkir disana, bongkar pasang sepedanya, mulai gowes dr depan Fx, Sudirman kearah Bunderan HI, lanjuuutt ke Thamrin sampai Monas. Ihiiiyyy...cuapeknya mampus! Secara kita bertiga ama Dimas n mas Chico. Mas Chico pake seli juga tapi Dahon n Dimas pake sepeda bokapnya yg baru beli 20jeti!! Sepedanya enteeeeennggg abiiiisss...no wonder dia ga ada capek2nya huh! Ada harga ada rupa lah yaaaa..tu sepeda ga ada beratnya sama sekali, enteng mampus huuuu...iriiii hahahha...

Abis muterin Monas (poto dulu dunks yah! ) balik lagi ke bunderan HI poto lagi ahahahhaha :p lanjut balik ke Fx lagi n sepedaan hari ini berakhir disitu :)

Oyaaaa, sensasi gowes Minggu pagi ini asik abiiiss...secara tu jalan udah jadi lautan sepeda!! Am very amazed with that situation...udah kaya mau demo ajah, buanyaaaakk bangeeet orangnya tp pada pk sepeda gitu! Hmm hmmm ada yg ganteng2 juga hahaha...keliatannya bakal ketagihan sepedaan minggu pagi nih *wink*

Satu lagi, paling demen banget tuh ma sepeda fixie...kenapa? Karena sepedanya kereeeeennn2 abiisss...bannya kecil n warna warni gitu. Bisa dimodif macem2 juga. Niatnya sih ga pake rem. Tapi kayanya bahaya yah klo blm biasa. Tadi ngeliat banyak sih yg pake rem cuek ajah. Tergiur banget banget ma fixie yg rodanya PINK!!! Omaigoooddd lucuuu bangeeeettt!!!

Hmmm...masih terngiang2 fixie pink yg tadi ngeliat di sudirman. Hmmm...jadi berpikir pingin punya fixie??ahahahahha...masa jebol bank? Masalahnya bisa abis minimal 4 juta tuh klo buat fixie...belom modif2nya, belum aksesorisnya zzzzzz....tapi mengingat diriku yg mood2an takut klo nantinya ga kepake lg sayang klo punya 2 biji. Tapi kan mengingat jg klo diriku udah ada maunya mesti cari cara buat dapetin....hmmm...hahhahahaa we'll see yah!! *plinplan :p*

Yukkss...olahraga sehat sepedaan ma bakar kalori...niatnya emg buat kurus sih tapi ini kok jadi item gara2 ga pake perlindungan apa2? Masalahnya kan kulitku yg sensitip n ga mau diajak kompromi ini :( Besok2 apa pake tan oil skalian yah biar coklat tan seksoi semlohai??hahahahhaha ^___^