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Friendship

Friendship....

It means a lot for me...i just wondering people who cant treat their friends well...for any reasons...

Imagine if u're not maintain ur friends...who stays when u feel lonely??

Aku sukaaaa banget punya temen dari berbagai macam kalangan...i mean dari berbagai macam background dan karakter. Kalau mau di breakdown, ada temen dr basket, temen kul s1 dan s2, temen gereja Performing Arts, temen kantor lama, temen kantor baru, temen maen anak binus, temen deket yg lain, dll. Tapiiii...segitu aja rasanya kurang hehehe...

i always keep in touch with them...at least i wanna them know that am still exist..i believe if u dont maintain something, that something will reduce their value

Dari semuanya itu...only a few that i let them being my circle of life...because meet new people is very easy, but to keep maintain them is a very different thing

Yeaaaa...i just wanna say one thing

Ngapain put lotsa effort to know someone/some ppl, kalau merekanya aja ga niat? While u have lotsa friend who loved u n dengan senang hati berteman n have fun bareng denganmu??

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officially an employee

Wohoooo.....
am officially an regular employee now hihihihihi...
i finally pass my probation period!!

they all said that only pass this probation period is kinda easy...but for me??
there's lotsa problems left behind:
- unorganized job of mine
- lack of trust during previous week
- sales target is not achieved yet
- promotion target is not implemented yet

hueeee hueeeee...lotsa things to do!!
yeaaahhhh...time to recreate my job n also my future
enough complaining! just do my best n let God do the rest

i still have lots of hope in this place...definitely not the end of my career but this is only the beginning....
i'll do moreee...i'll achieve moreeee...

i come, i conquer, i win :D



btw, i fully awake for about 40 hours!!! thanks God i have a strong body that can afford it...but yeeesss...i do need some rest!!


*sleeping bitch :p

exhausted

Oh my...am very exhausted!!

my life, my (love) life, my job, everything surrounds me made me exhausted!!
i need a way out of this damn shit..............

i DO need a vacation...yes i DID it several times before...but all that stupid shit came after that...made me getting down agaiiinnn

feels like i need to go home for a while..showered by the love from all my family...maybe that's the best thing that i can afford! i cant buy expensive things to make me happy, i cant make someone loves me to make me feel warm, i just need to create all the happy moments in my mind!!!

pleaseee....dont ruin me when i need u...
pleaseee....come to me when i need u most...



Baby, i know sometimes its gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
Cause i cant sleep through the pain
Cant sleep through the pain

New Year?

Heiii...its almost chinese new year...sincia eve i guess hohohoho...
but i still stuck in office at 9 pm. What??yeeaaappp its traffic everywhere!

lets update...now i move on to a good pharmacy company...yeah i never imagine it before but one thing for sure that God knows d best for me. I just need to follow His way...everything is good at His right time :)

It has been one month since i entered this company...i still confuse with everything happens especially bout my task
Yeaaa i cant deny that many things happened at the same time so i cant focus on my job...but i will n have to fix it!! This is my field...this is my war...i'll win it!!

Sometimes i miss fashion industry...but i still can open many fashion blogs just to cure my desire to fashion :) i really love it...being such a fashionista made me excited!Ha!

Hmmmmm....lets smileeeeeee :D
Enjoy every moments that happens in my life
Sometimes i have to let my past go away so it cannot affect my intention to my future
I also have to let my fear goooo!!!
Pray that God always bless me n give me favor to enjoy my life to the fullest!!